I’m on one of those moody blue karna days once again. Been awhile since I’ve felt this way, since I’ve felt things doesn’t turn out the way I want it to be. I’m always so ever afraid of people seeing me at my weakest, seeing me in my worst moods. But I guess, sometimes in life, there are certain things which are inevitable. It just feels so hard to always be strong, to always be there for others when you’re not okay yourself. So much has happened and I’m glad that my baby girls never fail to give me decent advices or sweet comforts whenever I need them. This is getting harder for me, but I shall persevere.
Was watching “The Vow” earlier on and it made me teared so much. Touching movie, simple love story. It’s a must watch for romance or heart warming lovers. So many times during the show it made me reflect on my own life, and whether am I doing things right. Shan’t elaborate more on the show, just check it out yourselves. :)
On a sidenote, school’s starting soon and facil camp is in 2 days. I’m gonna start that hectic life again where no entertainment is concerned. Anticipate meeting all the wonderful people in poly when term starts.
With love
<3
Day one (Singapore-Xiamen)
Apologies for the delayed post had been so lazy these few days. Anyway, back to the trip. I had to wake up annoying early in the morning cause my flight’s at 8 and I’m supposed to check in at the airport by 6. An obvious fact that I looked horrible in the pictures that day cause I couldn’t be bothered to dress up after knowing that I had 7 hours of travel time before I arrived at my destination. It’s utterly tiring, especially when you have a 4 hour bus ride, which could kill on a cold day in China. It’s my first time ever in China, and honestly, I’m so skeptical about the trip cause my chinese is so horrible that I don’t even know what I’m talking about sometimes. The thought of spending 2 weeks in an all chinese country really kills my mood for anything. However, the thought of spending 2 weeks with new friends I’ve made lightened things up again. When we arrived in Xiamen, it’s asdjhaisufaaskdjhasd cold, cause it’s raining and the weather is already expected to be cold. So much for being a warrior, I was already freezing when I arrived at the airport. That turned out to be a joke for myself, thinking that I could withstand the cold weather there. After 4 whopping hours of bumpy bus ride, we arrived in the village (wenquan cun) where they welcomed us with some local delicacies. After that, we had to move in to our dorms and that just summarizes up our whole day.
*utterly lazy to continue on, shall continue in the next post*
Finally back from my 14 days long EE YEP trip to China. This time round we went to a village in Xiamen called hot springs village (wenquan cun) where it was the hometown of famous tea called tieguanyin. Through the next few posts Im gonna blog about my life in china with the wonderful engineering peeps that I met. This had been a fruitful and unexpected trip. I believe I somehow grew and wisen up throughout this trip. Gonna leave all the details to the next few posts and I shan’t elaborate more today.
With Love.
Finally able to blog after one torturous week. My two little bugger nephews been sleeping over the past week cause our maid’s gone back on a holiday and won’t be back till middle march. So no choice I’ve got to bunk in with mummy while the buggers sleep with dad. I swear mum’s such a difficult sleeper. I’ve been having sleepness nights all due to her. I guess she’s in some kind of kungfu drama in her dreamland that she literally occupies the whole king size bed (I don’t know how but somehow she manages to do it) and almost pushes me off her bed. Now I’m so glad that the buggers are back at their house for the weekend and I can finally sleep in my own comfortable bed. Gotta head off to enjoy my bed while I can before the buggers head over during the weekdays.
with love till then.
(This is like super long ago.hahaha)
Here’s a valentine’s message specially for my boy. I know it’s already over but still, everyday’s a valentine’s day to us and we could celebrate any day we want. I know how much it sucks to be spending valentine’s elsewhere rather than with your love. Same here, but no matter what, you’re still that special boy in my heart, and nothing changes it. Others need thousand and one love messages and sweet nothings to prove their love for each other, but I know for us, all we need is just a promise, a trust and a genuine heart. I know you’re always busy working and I never once blamed your failure in accompanying me at times. I know how tiring it is and I really appreciate your every little effort in making me laugh, feel comfortable. loved and even pampered. I know I’m always like a careless little girl, forever having weird and annoying incidents and even accidents. I really appreciate you for not getting angry at me and yet, try to help me fix the situation while I whine away like some spoilt brat. I just wanna let you know, how special you are and how you always light up my life no matter what happens. Love you my most precious boy. <3
With my utmost love.
Happy Valentine’s people. Spent the day with my lovely girls. Out for dinner and I swear that the service at Benten JP was so horrible. The food took like eons to arrive and the service attitude of the waiters and waitresses are just horrible, horrible and horrible. Received lots of <3 from my darlings and of course, I still can’t wait for that belated valentine’s celebration with my boy. <3
Mugging in the middle of the night. Really hate this feeling where I have thousand and one things to remember but none can get into that brain of mine. Really thankful that baby boy offered to lend me his laptop and fixing mine too! Really hope it miraculously revives cause it’s just so precious that no one can understand the pain in my heart when that coffee just spilt all over it. Gotta love baby boy for his talent and flair in fixing up computers or not I guess I gotta spend like a bomb in getting my baby mac fixed. Meanwhile, baby boy’s laptop so huge and heavy that I literally wanna kill myself transporting it around. Imagine carrying a 17-inch laptop all around school, it’s like carrying an elephant but oh well, really appreciate that there’s still a laptop that I could use so I shant complain. 6 more lectures to go before I finish revising for lifespan. Really gotta mug hard so I’ll have time to revise statistics. Meanwhile, gotta crash before my system breaks down.
With loveeee.
